Haunted

What is this feeling? I just cannot seem to shake it off. Urgh. I hate it.

“Hey Justin!” “Ken, meet me today at the same place 2pm. Alone.” I am so confused. What am I saying? I am so not going to “explain” my feelings to Ken. “Um.. Sorry dude. I got to go somewhere with my dad today.” I'm saved!

Class started as usual until homeroom (FYI for people who don't know Homeroom is somewhat like form teacher period :D) where Nikki was supposed to sit beside me. How am I supposed to face her? I mean, I am not sure if I am supposed to just ignore her like usual or talk to her?

The moment she sat beside me, I felt my heart thumping faster and faster. Am I in “love”? No. I can't be. She will just leave me behind someday. Like all the other girls. But I just can't help myself... “Nikki, I'm.... so.....rr....y” What am I saying? What has gotten into me? I would not just say sorry to anyone for nothing? She looked at me..with thoes eyes.. “Sorry for what johnson? Are you okay? Your so different from this morning.” Oh dammit. What should I say... “Sorry for you know, shouting you badly, I mean and yeah. Take it or leave it.” What's wrong with me? Her smile ever so sweet... “JOHNSON, LEWIS, DENTENTION TODAY.” Awh Dammit.

Time passed as usual... I wonder is Nikki angry at me for sending her to detention, I have all the time in the world but is she busy? It was time for detention, Nikki seems so restless and guys are pestering her. Why do I feel hurt? Nikki is not related to me any how. Why do I feel like going up to the guy and giving him a piece of my mind? “You jerks get away from her now.” “Or what? You puny little thing, think you can fight us?” Oh they were so looking for trouble. “QUIET DOWN YOU STUDENT” At least Nikki was alright.. where is Nikki? Oh dammit. It has already been an hour, she has already left. Time to look for her.

I was lazy okay? Sorry for not so much words. ._. i am tired and lazy and tired.

Sorry okay?